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no.
\ni won’t let myself be ruined by you
\ni won’t let what he did to me make me afraid
\nyou are not him, you could never be
\nthat is the greatest thing about you\n<\/p>\n

\nno, it doesn’t feel okay.
\nbut he isn’t mine and he never was
\nand i couldn’t imagine it any other way after all this time.
\ni love you and i love him
\nbut there is no comparison to how.
\nhe was my past and you are my future.
\nhe makes me sad, you make me happy.<\/p>\n

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\nso, no, i am not happy.
\nbut it’s not important how i feel when you are stressed.
\nyou need space and i will give it.
\nand you will come back in time.<\/p>\n

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no. i won’t let myself be ruined by you i won’t let what he did to me make me afraid you are not him, you could never be that is the greatest thing about you no, it doesn’t feel okay. but he isn’t mine and he never was and i couldn’t imagine it any other Read More<\/a><\/p>\n

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