Archive | September 7, 2022

feeling: exhausted

 i just wanna sleep!!! my classes are only monday-thursday so i can sleep in on friday but ohmyg-d i need sleep now!!!!!! i made a couple of friends so that’s nice πŸ™‚!! been talking to my twitter crush (is it still a twitter crush if he has my phone number now???) and that’s been exhilarating !! could hardly sleep thinking about him monday night lol. 😝  i have english (composition) and math tmrw… had watercolors today but we barely did anything so i went with one of my classmates to the library for a little afterwards. then i had a meeting which i thought was an hour earlier than it actually was … i just watched the new hsmtmts episode outside the lady i was meeting with’s office. my dad got me after that and we went to the wendy’s drive through. now i am home and i am exhausted

college boys

college boys are less than special

they’re nothing like the working class

a boy will leave you,

hurt and alone

a man will love you

and call you darling

boys laugh

men compliment yours

boys exhaust themselves

trying to be something they’re not

men know there’s no other way

to make ends meet

but love,

love, my dears,

is the most grownup feeling

one can possess.

and college boys,

they’d give you less.