just feeling things today so i’m mass-posting poetry about a boy
Archive | April 12, 2023
beach bum
ocean eyes and sandy hair
he’s the beach of people
and i don’t even like the beach
but i like him
i like him a lot
i think he’s special
and unique
i wish he’d take a break
from following his friends around
and explore the world on his own
you could get lost in those ocean eyes
and i would
we all need someone special
someone bright eyed and kindhearted
i had so hoped mine would be him
perhaps there’s still a chance
sequel to a daydream
sequel to a daydream
that she had months ago
the storyline is different
the world is new and magical
more than she has ever wanted
she finds a new ideal
a little dream to keep her satisfied
for as long as she’s afraid
she could never say a thing
not one word to him
of course
this time she is not shaking
because this boy does make her nervous
but not like the one before
her poetry is somber
not full of utter glee
yet even though she wants to
she’d never let the feeling out
the seashells in his eyes
and the sandy beaches in his hair
she seems to think it’s worth it
and life won’t get in the way
but the sequel to this daydream
is happier and kind
the sort to make her feel things
no matter how hard she tries
avoidance is the safest
the route to keep the status quo
nothing makes her feel this way
and she wants to let him know
something i wish i could say
this is for you, 23.
i don’t know why, but i like you.
i like your smile.
your eyes, the color of seashells.
i like the way you seem to always know what’s next.
you’re prepared for anything, i guess.
i like that you care.
i like something about you.
but i can’t figure out what it is.
so i guess i will wait and see.
because all i can think about is you, 23.
so much for a productive afternoon.
i wish i could tell you all of this.
but i can’t.
not yet.
not now.
i need a nap.