Archive | April 12, 2023

beach bum

ocean eyes and sandy hair

he’s the beach of people

and i don’t even like the beach

but i like him

i like him a lot

i think he’s special

and unique

i wish he’d take a break

from following his friends around

and explore the world on his own

you could get lost in those ocean eyes

and i would

we all need someone special

someone bright eyed and kindhearted

i had so hoped mine would be him

perhaps there’s still a chance

sequel to a daydream

sequel to a daydream

that she had months ago

the storyline is different

the world is new and magical

more than she has ever wanted

she finds a new ideal

a little dream to keep her satisfied

for as long as she’s afraid

she could never say a thing

not one word to him

of course

this time she is not shaking

because this boy does make her nervous

but not like the one before

her poetry is somber

not full of utter glee

yet even though she wants to

she’d never let the feeling out

the seashells in his eyes

and the sandy beaches in his hair

she seems to think it’s worth it

and life won’t get in the way

but the sequel to this daydream

is happier and kind

the sort to make her feel things

no matter how hard she tries

avoidance is the safest

the route to keep the status quo

nothing makes her feel this way

and she wants to let him know

something i wish i could say

this is for you, 23.

i don’t know why, but i like you.

i like your smile.

your eyes, the color of seashells.

i like the way you seem to always know what’s next.

you’re prepared for anything, i guess.

i like that you care.

i like something about you.

but i can’t figure out what it is.

so i guess i will wait and see.

because all i can think about is you, 23.

so much for a productive afternoon.

i wish i could tell you all of this.

but i can’t.

not yet.

not now.

i need a nap.

an early summer day

i let myself get too attached and fell so hard for you
if only i had kept up my guard i wouldn’t feel so broken
just the pure stupidity of hearing another girl’s name
that makes me feel like nothing more than an afterthought
even if it means nothing to you and the context proves important
i wish i could just understand the way you see me from the outside
the perspective i need to get inside your head
i want to see your face and know that it’ll all be worth the while
for all i need and all i know is i feel so lost and alone today
the day i so looked forward to, out in the warm summer breeze
the summer that came three months early
the summer that could mean so much
for me, for you, for what it’s worth
i wish i could be with you